Thursday, January 14, 2016

my help


These words were read at my wedding 18 years ago.  17 months into being single again, with four kids to raise, they remain more true today than I ever could have realized.

Psalm 121 (NRSV)

Assurance of God’s Protection

A Song of Ascents.

I lift up my eyes to the hills—
    from where will my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
    who made heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot be moved;
    he who keeps you will not slumber.
He who keeps Israel
    will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
    the Lord is your shade at your right hand.
The sun shall not strike you by day,
    nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all evil;
    he will keep your life.
The Lord will keep
    your going out and your coming in
    from this time on and forevermore.

Thursday, January 7, 2016

#OneWord365

My word for 2016 is certainly unique but exquisitely fitting and meaningful to where I find myself in life this year. It is tucked deep into my heart and will most likely be an intensely personal (and therefore not publicized) journey.


{ Betroth }



"And I will betroth you to me forever. I will betroth you to me in righteousness and in justice, in steadfast love and in mercy. I will betroth you to me in faithfulness. And you shall know the Lord."

~ Hosea 2:19 & 20



1275-1325; Middle English betrouthe, variant of betreuthe
(be- [be] + treuthe [truth]; see troth )






Monday, January 4, 2016

Thoreau and a garbage truck



~21° and light snow : sunshine and blue skies~

My prompt for today from {Abbey of the Arts} was to take a contemplative walk outside and ask for a "wild" word from what I encountered.
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While I have become adept at driving through Michigan winters, my favorite way to enjoy them is from the comfort of my living room ~ coffee and book in hand, cat on lap. Warm. Safe. [for more on this, see Winter by Adam Gopnik]

But the first drink of coffee is that much more delicious when one is chilled to the bone, cheeks flushed from the cold. And one feels that much more alive when having walked through snowflakes, feeling the wonder of them.
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It's Monday and so the garbage truck was winding it's way through my neighborhood. I laughed to myself at this rusty monstrosity ruining my peaceful winter stroll. Because isn't that life? And isn't that what I try so hard to control?

I acknowledge the mess. Wax poetically about the "chaos" of life. Find beauty in the ordinary. But only when I define the limits and maintain my corner of uncluttered comfort (coffee and book in hand and cat on lap).
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Experience, don't observe.
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"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived."

Henry David Thoreau
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I won't be going to the woods by any means (suburban America is a far cry from being immersed in the elements), but I am going to live more deliberately in the world around me... even when rusty monstrosities threaten to mar my self-indulgent peace.









Saturday, January 2, 2016